:(
rather shitty mood..

does all good things come to an end?
just like what they say,
fairytales dont always have a happy ending, do they?


anyways, on a lighter note,
the past few days have been awesome like never before! :D
1)stayovers
2)spending time with family+frens+noobs+gang8+canaan!
3)catching up with good old frens!
4)xmas parties
5)lovely surprise from canaan! <3
6)whipping up a lovely sumptous meal with love by gang8!
7)my little sister is ultra cute omg i feel like squeezing her(X1000) HAHA ok random
8)watching canaan's gig at dxo! :D

thank you so much girlies for ur support at dxo! plus ur boyf's support too!
xoxo (:

i hate this messed up feeling.
i wished tt time cld just stand still. literally.
2008 please dont come just yet.

dance outing at vivo, marche! :D






i miss you girl! i hope i can see you again!!
come back spore soon!














the bonds tt we share,
is beyond description (:



i got to meet jessica liu in person and took pictures with her! :D

met up with the girlies at kovan for dinner.
we're gonna have a post-xmas party!
all prepared by our very own gang8 members!
im sure our food will turn out awesome right girls! HAHA!
cant waittt! :D

nights!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ULRICH!! :D
hope u liked the mini surprise! HAHA!


im lazy to blog.
enjoy the pics! HAHA

random thought,

when i saw xiu's nick,
'chivalry is overrated'

suddenly ,

i vivdly rmb how we(lit students) in my class,
used to go ard saying 'chivalry is dead (X1000)' haha.
cos its so true jus by looking at some guys ard us.
but then again, its unfair cos its merely a generalisation.
but
but isnt it overrated?



if i cld ask God just one question,
what would it be?

how can it be so coincidental tt everything
comes crashing down so quickly at the same time!! :(
i dunno how long i can tolerate it any longer.
im not even myself anymore.
what's becoming of me.
im tired
tired
tired
of it all.
seriously.
fuck im so pissed and angsty and sad and everything else.





who i am hates who i've been

stayed over at chia's residence!
watched a few horror and amusing dvds with cheryl, maddy,
ulrich,brian and canaan!
hahah. brian, canaan and i slept at 7 plus in the
morning. i dunno why i cldnt sleep well. so i woke up
at 9 plus 10. watched tv while waiting for the rest to wake up!
the boys jammed! love it when they
jammmm! enjoy hearing n watching! (: omg i cant sing for nuts. i think
im tone deaf! wahaahah. heck it. i wanaaa learnn guitarr!

santa claus, am i a good girl?
all i want for xmas is........( fill in the blanks) HAHA
ok tts retarded

my brother and the rest of EDs are back from vietnam!
i miss my bro! he bought me stuffs! so sweet of him right!
whhheee! :D

you know, it is often said, 'out of sight, out of mind'
do u agree?
i can only partially agree to tt (it varies in various situations i guess)
afterall, doesnt absence makes the heart grow fonder?

bye im off to get some sleep now!

Brian and cheryl!
she's super pretty right!! her voice is SUPER
SUPER DUPER sweet and nice! :D


again!


yet again!


my candid skills! HAHA!

cool boy! HAHAHA

candid #2 !!! LOL

i look like a retard!

does he? HAHA.

brian and cheryl! (:

went chinatown for porridge with part of
gang8 on thurs aft the girls were done with their exams!
pam brought back yummy-licious seaweed frm korea!
dammn nice! haha! THANKS PAM! :D
aft dinner, walked down to clark quay to indulge
in ice-cream. OKAY to that. haa. sat down by the river
to talk and continue with our seaweed marathon.
lovely! (:

ytd, went lien's hse with the rest of the noobs. supposed to play
tennis but it was raning! so we settled for a movie. SAW!
hahahah damn gruesome! aft tt headed down to j8 for
'the warlords'! its a nice movie! but its like saw! gruesome!
i bought a new phone! yay! hahaha

anyway, xmas is coming. sadly, i dont really feel very excited abt it.the mood jus isnt there..i think time is passing by way too fast.SLOW DOWN!

bye im off to slack again!

finally got to meet the 2 noobs ytd, lien n ming! (:
was super excited when i learnt tt he was gonna drive
us to town! LOL pardon me cos this is only the 2nd time im
sittin in a car driven by my fren! HAHA.
i think ming has bad luck with cars/the road
he drives on. every lane he changes, the traffic
wld be slow moving. -.-" omg, and and and!
i spotted a man on the road, sheltering himself
with a pretty huge leaf! HAHA i swear its freaking
hilarious!! lol!
caught a movie, 'the kingdom'. it was pretty alright,
but the storyline's so-so. quite predictable. but the action
was not baddd! (:
i think wad amuses me the whole day was the car ride!
so many funny n interesting things happened! LOL.
mayb getting a license may not be such a good idea afterall!
hahaha.
our next outing, noob gang neoprints okayy!
the last time we took was like ONE YR AGO!?!?! hahaha

oh when oh when r u comingggg

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRIAN!!!! :D
(yesterday! lol)
i realised u didnt have to drink any mixed potion aye!
lucky you!
hope u've enjoyed ur bday! (:

its easy to hate someone you love.
because they matter.
they mean the world to you.

; where'd go,
i miss you so

its amazing how people can change within such
a short period of time..
its a cause for celebration if its for the better right! (:
like how i see jeremy, who used to be an ah-beng
transforming himself into an ang-mo boy! LOL.

so lets see how i spent my day:

1) sat in front of the tv, watching a few
episodes of a korean drama, my girl

2) clearing my room
took out a box filled with precious n memorable letters.
letters from, u noe, like how we used to write
warm fuzzies during camps, posting letters to our classmates
through mr. postman which was the 'in' thing during our
primary school days, autograph books.. haha. took out a
few letters to read. somehow it made me smile but at the
same time, alittle sad. looking back,
i blamed myself for the childish things i've done.
i dont even noe the cause for my actions and words.
i wished i cld turn back time. ever wondered if u were
to hold on to the friendship u had a long time ago,
how different would things be now? i cant help but feel
sad when i ponder upon those times where i let important
people in my life jus come and go. why cant i jus hold on to them
tightly? i dont even have a simple explanation as to why i did that.
i can only look back in regret. :/

treasure & bring joy to all those around you,
for it will make you smile
from deep within (:


ITS A MUST TO VISIT!!
FANTASTIC STUFFS TO PURCHASE IN THERE! :D
http://lp-cred.livejournal.com/

; look into your heart and you'll find love love love
listen to the music at the moment maybe sing with me
ah, la peaceful melody
it's your god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved loved


holy moley!
caught enchanted with rani n sri @ amk hub!
nice moviee! super fairytalish! hahaha! (:

feasting at granny's hse tdae!
sinful, sinful, sinful..

anw! woohoo! im happy happy happy! :D

jus wondering,
if ur fren has a bad habit which u condon,
will u still accept him/her for who they are?

true friends? how do u define them?

you cant judge a person solely by how
he/she influences you right?!

sorry, im jus fustrated.
read sth tts not exactly
very pleasing to my eye.

goodnight.

(:

; tears are feelings we can't say
tears mean that you care
tears are mixed emotions
tears are more than tears


today was a great day! (:
was suppose to meet up with
gang8 but i had an unexpected but
lovely simple surprise! :D
<3

sorry girlies! i'll catch up with all of u soon!
i promise! i miss you all!

its party time! everyone's done with their exams!

WELCOME BACK AH ZHI!!! (:

canaan's going m'sia for bball trip! :(
i want time to fly NOW NOW NOW!
hurry home hurry home..

hello once again!

; wherever you are,
just know that u'll always have a place,
a place in my heart

mann, this blog is so dead.
i'll try to revive it now. HAHA hopefully it'd last though.
as if pple will come here to read. lol.
but since im so free, i shall blog!

anw, november's gonna be over!
HELLO december!
omg a new yr's starting soon.
time really flies.
cant believe i actually went thru another round of promos
just abt 1 month plus ago. thank God i managed to scrape
through it.

but, i've decided to go aus to continue
with my studies. i know i know, its very sudden. :(
but since i've made a decision, i dont wanna look back. i jus hope
tt everything will fall into place; with God's grace.
endless doubts..
will i get any answers to my doubts?

byebye old house! i'll miss you :(
say hello to new house!
but i'll be staying in my granny's hse first.
does it mean more restrictions imposed
by my parents--like coming home b4 10pm?
my goodness, i really hope not.
i want to enjoy the time i have left in spore
as much as i can now!
rahh

meeting gang8 tmr! ah zhi is back frm aus! :D
yay! cant wait to catch up with her!!

somehow, in one way or another, i've seen myself maturing
alittle by little. seeing/hearing the different perspectives of pple made
me realised tt things can be seen from many different angles.
i know its been said many times by pple, i've never actually thought much
abt it seriously, till recently.
make your mind wander and wonder

HAPPY 3RD MONTH! :))
<3

anw, jus recovered frm fever and stomach discomfort since sun.
its horrible to get sick when there's hols! :( but nonetheless,
i managed to rest for almost 2 whole days! laid in bed
most of the time cos i was too weak to move ard. supposed
to be resting at home today but decided to go sch cos i miss
everyone! lala. :)

dance starting to get more hectic again..
i havent had enuff rest yet! rahh!
i can see tt my timetable's becoming more packed! :(
no time for leisure!
im sad..

gang8! <3


again with mei!


pami loo's unglam-ness!


cheers!


look at shuwei!! model aye! HAHA!


oooohh, havent been blogging for quite some time. haha

YES midyrs finally over!! i can get some rest now!!
(ok not like i didnt rest enuff during the hols, but at
least, i can slack with some ease now) lol!

had gang8 reunion last fri! it was a good one man! (:
had some hair tying competition, LOL. and i jus
realised tt the way i tie is different frm the others;
mine's the 3-D kind and i think it looks dammn weird.
i shall learn frm bing! haha.

anw, went out shopping with qian ning(penguin)
today! met 2 WEIRDEST pple ever! despo guys!
totally -.-" to the max. LOL. was kinda freaky tho.
hahaha. anw, this qian ning came up with a BRILLIANT
idea. we wanted to take photos but cldnt find an appropriate
place, so she suggested going in to the neoprint machine
cos they have nice backgrds there! LOL! the worst thing is
tt we didnt even used the machine to take photos! we merely
'borrowed' their space and used our own cameras! LOL.
tts us, cheapo girls. but who cares. haha.

dance farwell tmr! :) cant wait! shall go continue writing my
dance notes now! BYE!

studying for the past few days have been somehow quite unproductive i must say.
i have no mood to study at all! ): and tts a very bad thing to say at this crucial point
of time when midyr's jus less den a week away.

this is very bad, arlana, very bad.
den what are u waiting for?
do sth abt it so u wont regret!
okieedookiee..

ahhhh, i've been constantly talking to myself recently.
i think im mad. staying at home for too long makes
me insane. i need to go out!! intensive retail therapy! ):
i need lame jokes! hahahaha! ok tt was random! lol.

went macs to study with my bro today! stupid boy made me pay
for his meals(but i ate like almost half of it) HAHA! honeydew milkshake
is YUMMY! ((: hahaha. random again..

okay, i have sth to announce...

maddy and i are les partners frm now on! wahahah! (:
we've got a brilliant plan. heeeheee!
its a secret btwn both of us! hohoho! merry x'mas! LOL

HAPPY SWEET 18TH JIAWEN!! :D
may ur day be filled with lotsa joy n kisses!
hahaha!


okay im back frm genting! it was a wonderful trip! YAY! :))))
we've got 2nd for the s'pore dance festival competition!
GOLD WITH HONOURS again!!! yippeee!! :D

im tired, i shall go slp now! will update soon i hope!
nights pple!

im missing the kids in vietnam! :(
turn on ur speakers n listen to the song!
its nice! it makes me wanna cry! hahaha

high up in the sky!

aj SYF dancers '07!! :D


IM VERY EXCITED ABOUT THE TRIP WITH MY
DEAREST DANCE MATES TMR!!! WHHHEEEE!
IM GETTING HIGH ALR! :))))

its going 10 and i havent started packing my bag!
weivien n jl are hurrying me to do so now. hahaha!
i shall do it after blogging!

i just realised tt we have a dance blog! am i slow
or am i slow? lol.

okay bye! :D
im alr starting to miss you!

zodiac!

watched zodiac with the noob gang today!
quite a thrilling show but all of us
agreed tt it was abit too draggy! :/
nonetheless, it was nice. :)
i'll rate it 3/5 haha!

finally saw the 2 botak noobs!
hahahahaha! lp n i were expecting to get
a shock or sth, but in the end, it wasnt
THAT bad afterall.. lol! :)

im leaving for genting dance competition
in roughly a day's time! :)
im very much excited about it,but another
part of me refuses to leave! :(
though i'll be away for only 5 days,
im definitely gonna miss everyone! esp mr phoneko :(

goodbye! hopefully, i'll be back in one piece.
please pray for me! heh. ;)


another of one of my fav songs! :D

She was driving last Friday on her way to Cincinnati
On a snow white Christmas Eve
Goin' home to see her mama & her daddy with the baby in the backseat
Fifty miles to go and she was running low on faith and gasoline
It'd been a long hard year
She had a lot on her mind and she didn't pay attention
She was going way too fast
Before she knew it she was spinning on a thin black sheet of glass
She saw both their lives flash before her eyes
She didn't even have time to cry
She was so scared
She threw her hands up in the air

Jesus, take the wheel
Take it from my hands
Cause I can't do this on my own
I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
Save me from this road I'm on
Jesus, take the wheel

It was still getting colder when she made it to a shoulder
And the car came to a stop
She cried when she saw that baby in the backseat sleeping like a rock
And for the first time in a long time
She bowed her head to pray
She said, "I'm sorry for the way
I've been living my life
I know I've got to change
So from now on tonight"

Jesus, take the wheel
Take it from my hands
Cause I can't do this on my own
I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
Save me from this road I'm on
Oh, Jesus, take the wheel

Oh, I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
Save me from this road I'm on
From this road I'm on
Jesus, take the wheel
Oh, take it, take it from me
Oh, why, oh

pirates!

finally, i've caught pirates 3 ytd with :))
of course, great movie with great company!
go watch it if u havent!

im so in love with this song by carrie underwood!
i think she's a great singer! :D

Oh, why you look so sad?
The tears are in your eyes
Come on and come to me now
Don't, be ashamed to cry
Let me see you through
'Cause I've seen a dark side too

When the night falls on you
You don't know what to do
Nothing you confess
Could make me love you less

I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
I won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you

So, if you're mad get mad
Don't hold it all inside
Come on and talk to me now
Hey, what you got to hide?
I get angry too
Well, I'm a lot like you

When you're standin' at the crossroads
And don't know which path to choose
Let me come along
'Cause even if you're wrong

I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you I
won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you

Take me in into your darkest hour
And I'll never desert you
I'll stand by you
And when, when the night falls on you, baby
You're feelin' all alone
You won't be on your own

I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
I won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
Take me in into your darkest hour
And I'll never desert you
I'll stand by you

Oh, I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you


do you noe how im feeling?
i guess u'll never know..

upside down

who am I
who am I, to you?
who am I, that the bright and morning star
would light a path
for my crestfallen heart

hidden beneath tt smile,
lies a torn n tattered heart
who shall mend it?
no, i know it would not be you

sleepover!

retail therapy with jane n sherri ytd after
wedding service! (: headed down to church again after tt.
we wanted to watch blades of glory aft mass but i wasnt really
in a good mood to go out so we decided to have a sleepover
at my place! crazy jane switched on her webcam secretly
n showed someone the unglam side of sherri n i! :(
how embarrassing! but we enjoyed ourselves nontheless
though some stuffs happened :( nvm, everything's gonna be alright,
i hope..

havent touch my books for the last 2 days, i need to start
tmr! determination. i can do it.

stop all ur wandering thoughts, u toot!
;and I don't know,
how to be fine when I'm not.

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