"for love to be genuine, you have to love without getting tired"

rani, thanks for this note, which i randomly picked today out of the many little

precious notes in that beautiful heart-shaped glass (:

photos will be up soon!

i've never had tt feeling before.
it really really hurts me inside out :/

what hurts the most,
was being so close,
having so much to say,
watching u walk away

we'll skip the goodbyes, can we?

my favourite song ((:

we drive tonight,
and you are by my side.
We're talking about our lives,
like we've known each other forever.
the time flies by,
with the sound of your voice.
its close to paradise,
with the end surely near.
and if i could only stop the car
and hold onto you,
and never let go...
i'll never let go.
as we round the corner
to your house
you turned to me and said,
"i'll be going through withdrawl of you for this one night we have spent."
and, i want to speak these words
but i guess i'll just bite my tongue,
and accept "someday, somehow"
as the words that we'll hang from.

and i... i don't want to speak these words.
cause i, i don't want to make things any worse.

and i... i don't want to speak these words.
cause i, i don't want to make things any worse.

why does tonite, have to end?
why don't we hit restart,
and pause it at our favorite parts.
we'll skip the goodbyes.
if i had it my way,
i'd turn the car around and runaway,
just you and i.

and i... i don't want to speak these words.
cause i, i don't want to make things any worse.

and i... i don't want to speak these words.
cause i, i don't want to make things
and i...i dont wanna make things any worse


canaan played n sang this song for me and recorded it down with all the harmonizing parts sang soley by him. its really really lovely. i love it to bits. canaan, if u're reading this, THANK YOU SO SO MUCH. u noe how much it means to me right (: loves.

im feeling over the moon tt why im using purple(which is my fav colour) to type this entry out! hahaha
whheeeeee :D

im tired!!! :(

its scary how we have to leave some things to fate
its just beyond our control..

my throat hurttss. i hope i wont fall sick or anything.
i must be strong strong strong.

the weather's really hot hot.
i think i can just melt under the sun if i continue to stay out.
the lecture theatres are not air-conditioned AT ALL!
i guess they're only prepared for winter yahh!

anw, today's kinda boring. cheryl n i decided to visit grace's
apartment at palmerson house to pass time! its quite a nice place,
similar to a chalet!

my roomie is joining me in melb tmr! YAY! den we can start with our
photowall (:
i love to be surrounded by many many photos! :D

my very first homecook dish prepared with love
for my family by yours truly! HAHA!
but i bet it looks dammn gross n tasteless LOL!.
no comments on my cooking pls, though i used to take F&N in sec sch! LOL!


luna park!


adeana!!


kiddy roller coaster ride!


spider ride!

went luna park(the theme park in melb) today with my family n audrey!


u noe, i realised tt as we, or rather i, grow older, i became more frightened/hum ji to take those rides that would give me the adernaline rush tt once made me all excited and jittery! i feel old!!!
:( i swear i dont like going upside down n all! its FREAKY.. LOL there was this ride called 'ghostly ride', i told my mom tt it'd be quite scary, but she insisted tt i bring my sister along. and right, my sister almost came out crying, but being the brave little adeana, she just merely whined and said, 'mummy, i want mummy!!' apparently, i was supposed to take care of her, but i was so freaked out tt i closed my eyes thoughout n hugged my sister tight. and i sang to her some kiddy songs tt she loves to sing! luckily the ride was over in a few mins. HAHA. then, beforee adeana was abt to sleep, she suddenly freaked my mom out by turning to her and said, ' i dont want to sit the ghost ride...' LOL now my mom knows how much tt particular ride scared the wits outta my sister! hahaha i jus hope my sis wont be too tramatised! LOL!. ok i got to slp now!

i need to rant b4 i slp!!!
WHY IS THE INTERNET AND PHONE LINE LIMITED IN MELBOURNE!!! WHY WHY WHY!!!
tsktsktsk

okayy bye!

melb!

pictures of my past few days spent in melb! :D


audrey my super kind n helpful n sweet fren!! :D
she n her mom helped me settle down very quickly,
bringing me to set up my bank acct, register for trinity,etc!


outside crown casino! :D heehee!
we walked for hrs to reach tt place!


me and meimei on the carousel! :D


ulrich n i at federation square!


the guys playing a fool!! LOL!










meimei being studious! LOL

its scary how complicated someone cld be; how they hide their true self frm others.only time n experience will reveal everything..

daddy witness an accident jus now! there was this car at the junction of the road, when the traffic light turned green, he sped off, the engine was so loud n ferocious tt made me turn to look at tt vehicle, and jus passed a comment which was sth like wth he dont have to drive THAT fast right! the next thing i knew, i heard a loud screecccchhhhhhh and BANG! tt car rammed into another car on his left while making a left turn! my dad told me wad he saw. i was SHOCKED. i hate to see bloodly scenes& accidents. i jus have tt phobia. anw, thank God no one was hurt! and i saw someone opening the car door to get his puppy out of the car!! haha. so we walked past the scene and the car was kinda badly damaged at the front. den later, the police car drove past, he was speeding like nobody's business jus to get to the scene asap. i was like wth!??!?!!? i wont be surprised if he got into an accident as well. now i have the phobia when i walk on the streets n crossing roads. i cld jus die anytime due to some irresponsible driver. its freakyy...

had subject talks in sch today!
it was quite interesting, esp the pyschology lecturer!
i think most of the teachers in trinity are so amusing!
they have a great sense of humour tt makes the lesson n subject
much more exciting! i cant wait for lectures to begin. (jus kidding LOL)
anw, went brian&ulrich's apartment during our break!
its exactly the same as mine! lol.

went to the city for some shopping aft tt!!
woohooo! great offers&deals!
bought quite a few stuffs!
i shld be saving money! ahhhhh,
anw i have to emphasize tt the food in melb is GREAT!!
esp the different kinds of bread&cakes&fruits&veg! yummy!!
they're all super fresh n delicious! HAHA.
ok enuff of food.

my sense of direction in melb is kinda bad? lol
but im slowly trying to get my bearings right! hahah
it takes time for me okayyy.. LOL

oh i might be able to watch BOYS LIKE GIRLS gig in melb!!!
wooohooo!! i hope brian gets the tix! yay im all so hyped up cos of this!
hahahah cant waiiitttttttttt!


P.S:
to all my darling friends,
I AM HERE TO SEND MY GREETINGS TO ALL OF YOU!!!
I AM MISSING YOU ALL VERY VERY MUCH!!!
xoxo,from the bottom of my heart! LOVE! (: